A little out of sorts.

So lately I have been feeling a little not like myself. I have been maybe a little crazy. If you ask Steve- he would definitely beg to differ. I have been a stock raving mad lunatic. yes that is exactly what he would say. All these stinkin medications have been helping my hormones and not to mention- mood swings, take you for a rather whiplashing spin around the parking lot... What a ride. well- friday- or saturday im not sure which- i lost my stinkin wallet. and i cant find it for the life of me. i didnt even realize it was gone til yesterday- which was monday. yikes. no my bank account hasnt been drained (yet) but if i dont find it tonight i will cancel everything tomorrow. but i know what will happen the second i do that- i will find it. bah. while frantically searching and tearing apart my house in search of the blasted thing- i lost my keys-guess where i looked for them? in the fridge. yeah they werent there tho- thankfully. i heard a quote that made me chuckle- "crazy people are often the last to know they are crazy." im not crazy. i just have misplaced my mind for the time being. today while i was at work- i was reading the most hilarious book-i was laughing out loud to myself- and even called amanda to read her some of the exerpts. minutes later i ended up falling asleep with my feet up- for a half an hour! luckily it was a slow day- and i didnt have any patients walk in to awaken me from my slumber. This is my last week of meds, i pray. Hopefully i will be able to sober up and act like a normal human being. well this is kind of a random post- but i just thought i'd share my inner most thoughts and feelings- because afterall- that is what blogging is all about.